Which One Should You Trust When You Have Doubts?
Your Brain...
Or Your Stomach?
A Short Lesson in Why We Say " I Can't Stomach This
Anymore."
When it comes to making
decisions to do or not do, to be or not be, to believe or not believe or not
believe, there is just one question you need to ask. "Is the truth
what my head is telling me or is the truth what my stomach is telling
me?" I have said this before and it is not an original view of
my own, but the answer is your stomach is telling you the truth. Your
head is lying to you.
Let's just stick to
church issues and look back on how we thought vs how we felt in the past, any number of times, when whoever was telling us how it all is, how we must
be, what must happen, when it would happen or how God is doing this or that was
declaring it to us.
Think of all the
booklets you read that were the be all and end all on the chosen topic.
Go back when you heard HWA make grand pronouncements about what the Bible said
or how it applied to WCG and himself. What did you think in your head and
what did you feel in your stomach? Which was correct? Think of
being told how we were this or that era and others weren't. Think of Petra and
make up. Think of how you thought vs how you felt when someone announced
that healing was a James 5:14 thing and not a medical thing? What did
your head tell you and what did your stomach tell you? What told you the
truth when Gerald Waterhouse spent three or four hours telling you wild and
speculative things about everything from who HWA was in the vast Universe and
how we'd flee the tribulation and such. What did your head tell you and
what did your stomach tell you.
I remember vividly when
I ask GW what he would think or do when HWA died. He said, "He'd
believe it after three days and three nights." My head did not even
enter into the discussion. I almost barfed.
In hind site on most of
these issues, I guarantee you, you argued in your head, the left side with the
right side to come up with the same beliefs that these men were pushing at you,
but in your stomach I well imagine such thoughts as...
This scares me
This is stupid
Where does he get this stuff?
That is only ONE way to view that and it makes me nervous
I don't think that is correct
That's ridiculous
This frightens me
Can you wrap it up so we can go home now?
He should not say that
People should not give that much to him
He should not tell people to sell their homes for him
I can't send that much in
etc....
When your head tells you one thing and your stomach tells you
something else, your stomach is telling you the truth. Your brain is
lying to you.
In years past and now
with perfect hindsight, I sat through many a "Refresher Program"
which was frankly exhausting for the most part. Some topics were
interesting, some mind numbing boring and not well prepared. I recall one
evangelist thinking a good marriage "refresher" would be to cover
EVERY scripture relating to marriage from Genesis to Revelation both physical
and spiritual. I left after about an hour by never coming back after a
potty break with my head saying, "now you should go back" and my
stomach saying "This is insane, boring and the man must have just got up
this morning and grabbed his Nave's Topical Bible. I can't stomach
this. And I didn't.
I recall one full
session by the now current President of UCG telling us all how to use 3x5 cards
and how to arrange them in the box on this or that topic ...I forget. My
head said maybe the lecture would get better and my stomach said get out and go
to the Rock and Mineral Show in Long Beach. The stomach was
right!!! Great show!
I recall sitting through
a seminar by the new Lawyer for the Church, Bernie Schnippert with my
head and stomach both telling me this is the most arrogant and talking down
lecture I have ever heard. Left that one too at potty time.
The lectures on divorce
and remarriage made both my head and stomach feel united during the times of
the Systematic Theology Project when we could finally get over thinking one
could decide if people were bound or not bound and all the associated insanity
that went with that. By a "miracle" everything that came up in
the early years of my ministry the current couple and marriage was ok with
God. :) My stomach simply would not listen to my head even then and
I have no regrets on that topic. My stomach ruled as well on such topics
as healing, make up and whether missing a Sabbath service because you had to go
to a trade show or get fired also over ruled my head . For that, and the
common sense that my dad had , I am eternally thankful. Growing up
Presbyterian and not WCG also helped as did never pastoring in a metro area
around the prying eyes and ears of other ministers.
So back to today in
the schism, split, splinter, slivers and sawdust world of the Wild World
Churches of God. Over the past couple of years we have all been exposed
to more and more head/stomach statements by the likes of Gerald Flurry that
Prophet, Dave Pack that Apostle, Bob Thiel that Non-Prophet and lesser but
nonetheless boisterous Church of God leader wanna be's.
Are you finding yourself
arguing in our head over their very Biblical sounding reasonings or feeling the
churn of your emotions manifested in your stomach telling you all is not
well? Remember, the emotions are the body's reaction to the
mind. If the mind spins it's tale of "believe this and don't
question it," while at the same time your emotions and stomach are the
still small voice saying, "watch out," or this is
"BS" learn to go with your stomach if you are ever going find personal
peace and truth.
Very frankly, none of
these men have a market on how it all is. No one does. But this talk
and push for your unchallenged belief in all they say is a
very dangerous and bad mental habit. Just as we only
experience a very small sliver of the light and sound frequencies, lest we go
nuts with it all, so no man has a corner on the truth. All there is to
know we do not know. All there is to see we do not see. And all there is
to hear we do not hear because of the limits our five senses put us under.
These men spin tales about themselves and their ego promotes their minds
to say amazingly stupid, arrogant and simply untrue things. Minds that
tolerate even listening then start to argue with itself to either believe or not
believe can be a tough habit to break. In the COGs, if you believe you
stay. If you don't believe you must go. Getting into the Restored Church
of God requires an obstacle course of requirements by the time you get to
church. Head or stomach? Jesus said, the yoke was easy and
the burden was light. Dave says the yoke is a yoke and it's ain't
easy. Head or stomach?
I realize there is a
habit of arguing with oneself and others while desperately wanting to
believe what one is hearing and that even letting the stomach tell its truth is
not even experienced. The mind/brain can simply not allow you to feel
anymore truth or to question what you are hearing. That is a very
dangerous shut off of common sense and reality.
I don't know what phoney
and cobbled together prophecy Dave Pack has up his sleeve, but I can guarantee
you it is bogus, made up, self serving and plainly a misuse of scripture.
If presented to any number of trained theologians who know their stuff, Dave's
views would collapse in hoots and howls of scorn and correct views of
scripture. COG leaders have a bad habit of making the scriptures
mean what they never meant to promote their own agendas. Pathetic
behavior. I have heard that some of what Dave has in store relates to "Joshua"
and that some kind of proof of his perfect rightness will take the form of
other COG types dying. I don't know. Dave can't keep his church as
sealed as he thinks it is. Some people who have stomach reactions instead
of just head ones can't stomach it even in his own congregations.
I write this to ask you
to rekindle your sensitivities to the difference between what your head argues
you through when these various types pontificate about themselves and their
views and what is going on your stomach.
If your head tells you yes and your stomach tells you know, your
stomach is telling you the truth. The head is lying to you.
Just endeavoring to be helpful. No sense wasting my story and the
hind sight reviewing my own mind/stomach reactions over the years and how they
actually turned out. The stomach was right.....
Amen....
