One of the accusations that is frequently lobbed against us, by hit and run comments, is that we destroy peoples faith. Of course, that was the favorite mantra that the Church of God used to quell anyone who might think differently than the established system was advocating. Herbert Armstrong and Church Administration regularly threw that accusation out any time there was the slightest hint of turbulence arising in the church. It was also used as a moneymaking tool to shame members into constantly giving more and more money to fund the system, just like we are witnessing today in almost every group out there.
Fear of losing faith was a strong motivator in keeping people in line. The threat of an angry god not allowing us into Petra was a scary thing for many people that led them to knee jerk reactions any time someone criticized the church or the leadership.
We were set up in the church to revere our leaders as the personal mouthpiece of Christ on earth. Whatever they said we were to obey without ceasing and questioning. To question was to question God himself! We loved to mock the Catholics for their strict obedience to the Pope, and yet we were just as worshipful and dogmatic when it came to Herbert Armstrong. We see this evident still in the various splinter groups of the church today. Look at how Gerald Flurry and Dave Pack are revered by their devotees today. They are third in command under God and Christ! Dave and Gerald are the end time mouthpiece sent by God!
Church members were given an endless stream of booklets, magazines, form letters, books, TV programs and correspondence courses to indoctrinate them. Everything was laid out in black and white as to how people were to believe and act. All of that material did nothing to help establish faith in a person. If you cornered 98% of the members of any given Church of God today and asked them to prove any doctrine of the church, out of the Bible, WITHOUT using any church-related literature in front of them, they could not do it. Having an endless list of doctrines and rules to follow does not establish faith. It never has and never will.
When you look at the few followers of Jesus that actually got it, they were not worried about being zealous, adhering to innumerable laws and rules, or dependant upon someone to tell them how to act or believe. Their minds were totally overwhelmed by the love and compassion that was shown them that they totally reveled in the grace. Look at the thief on the cross. He did not have to keep any Sabbath, not eat any pork, or be controlled by some religious Pharisaical nut-job. He did nothing but look at Jesus and witness something that he knew he wanted and needed. That was faith at its purest form.
What we are witnessing in the Church of God today is a group of men who are mentally unstable. Never has the church had such a crop of mentally unbalanced men. They all could be test cases for the current DSM manual for mental disorders!
Dave Pack and Gerald Flurry top the list, quickly followed by Bob Thiel, James Malm, and Ron Weinland. These top five are psychopaths getting really close to leading their followers down dark roads of despair, which may, unfortunately, lead to the deaths of many.
The fact that Pack and Flurry have surrounded themselves with a small cabal of men who publicly back them in regards to every word they utter shows just how controlling these two are. Somewhere, deep down in the farthest reaches of the minds of these men who support Flurry and Pack, there has to be some spark that tells them what they are hearing is a load of bullshit. Either they are too blinded to wake up or they inwardly are just as corrupt and vile as the men they follow. Being part of the inner circle of the Church of God has always had a strong appeal to so many mentally unbalanced men over the decades.
The same goes for Bob Thiel and James Malm. Malm is all about control. Not a single thing he advocates will ever create faith in his few followers. He demands zealotry from everyone and strict adherence to the rules and yet Jesus broke the rules over and over leading people to want what he had, so-much-so that they knew that just by touching his garment they would be healed. That is true zealousness! Not one single law was required to be kept. No snarling and spitting of Old Covenant laws can ever accomplish that.
And then, there is Bob Thiel. Really? WTF are we witnessing in him? Never have we witnessed a man who is so full of himself as we are in Thiel. His self-importance knows no boundaries; just like his thought processes. A mentally stable mind would be able to articulate one goal, one vision or one topic at a time. Thiel's mind wanders as incessantly as his hands do. Who needs to hear a sermon with 40 different topics covered in it? How in the hell does that build up one's faith? I truly feel sorry for his African followers. I am sure many of them are sincere in their beliefs and want to do what is right, but Thiel is leading them astray with his narcissistic personality. It is all about him, his double blessing and his dreams. His message is never about Jesus. It is never about real grace. It is never about what justification is all about. It is never about simple faith. A faith that can be summed up on in a simple, 'help!" or "thanks!"
If what I post here, or what Dennis, TLA, SHT or others post here causes someone to lose their faith, then their faith was not faith after all, but wishful thinking. Reading about evolution, atheism, agnosticism does not destroy faith. Being forced to question one's adherence to certain splinter group leaders does not destroy faith. Reading about the myriad of lives destroyed by the church does not destroy faith.
I for one feel no need to have to "prove" anything when it comes to God, the Bible, truth, or any other subject that Armstrongism demanded of us. It was a tiresome and unrewarding process. I find it much more rewarding to live in the mystery and uncertainty, Living in the questions and having to wrestle with things when it comes to religion and faith is much more rewarding.
If one wants to look at real faith, it is tied to a future vision. An assurance in the future, a future we are so assured of that we know we already possess the inheritance of Christ in our lives. We know that the kingdom is not here in a physical sense but we are so assured of that kingdom that we live it out today in our lives and want to share it with the world around us. We still may screw up, often, daily or hourly, but it is ok. We can still stand firm because we know what was, is, and will be accomplished.
Just my 2 cents.