Please don't be offended I called you Dave. We are just too close for me to call you Mr. Dave. It makes me feel icky and like there is a large gulf between us and I pray there is not. I so miss you.
You said in your last letter that would be your last for a very long time and it has been and I miss you. I haven't heard from you in over six weeks and I am afraid you have forgotten me. I'm staring at your pictures and remember the moments you made me laugh. I read your many letters to myself over and over and miss the hundreds of hours you poured out your soul to me when you revealed yourself as Joshua the High Priest. I know that wasn't easy and I respect you for doing the hard thing. It's not easy to unlock the Bible Code on your real identity and I so respect just how you did it. No one knows the Bible like you do!! Let them laugh all they want. We know what happens to scoffers. You just be strong. I am so proud of you! I miss you. You are the only Joshua High Priest I know and I don't want to lose you! None of my friends have a Joshua High Priest as a personal friend! They are so so jealous when I tell them all about you! :)
Oh sure, I was hurt when you sent me your 35 ways to get back into your heart. I didn't want to sell my soul or leave my brains at the door but now I will! I will do anything if you just write again. I was upset when you wrote your special letter to some of my minister friends You said your letter would correct them but ultimately inspire, but it didn't much and that's ok! I was inspired! I like it when you correct me!
I was a fool to think getting back to you would be easy and I was angry, but I never thought it would end this way, and I'd be missing you so. If there might still be room in your heart for me, please write more. I hang on every word and I save them just incase you disappear again as I think you have. Please don't be ashamed of your mistakes. Ghastly days! I make them too! It's all good! We can be together again and just start over. I know you have many more thoughts to share. I gyrate just thinking about you and them. Sorry...I'm a bad girl I know! :)
I can't tell you how thrilled I used to be to see it was a letter from you. I waited every friday hoping against hope you would write and I wait still. You are so special to me. Without you...well...life is just not the same. The joy is gone and I find myself reading over your old letters just to believe you are still around and relive those moments of awe.
I know winter is coming and you will be very busy in Ohio. Winters there are harsh so do dress warmly and take care of yourself. I was looking through a Kentucky Race Horse catalogue recently and you can get Mahagony and Teak snow fences of all things. Very nice stuff. When I saw it, I immediately thought of you. I'll help you put it up if you want me to . I'll do anything to get close again. They even have very nice quality and easy to use snow shovels for younger people so your students can help dig out and you won't have to have the parking lots plowed. That can save you lots of money over just one winter and it will keep your students busy and less likely to have impure thoughts. I have impure thoughts at times too of course. I will help them shovel if you will just let me. They will just be so tired they won't have time! Lol. I can picture you smiling now. I just want to be helpful if you will let me. We can be close again if only you will write.
Oh Dave, where are you? Please write me again and continue to tell me all you are up to. You are so awesome. I don't believe I have ever quite met anyone like you. Oh maybe back in the late 70's, I am not sure, but really never anyone like you. Oh sure, I hurt you over your broken promises of last summer, but I can let that go. I have hormonal imbalances and it shows sometimes. You could heal me with your knowledge of herbs and vitamins! I will pay full price for them and expect no discount just because we are so close...or were until you stopped writing me. I was hurt and only wanted to protect you from those who would make light of just who you really are, but I know you didn't mean to hurt me. It just happened. I was crazy and such a fool. I miss you. Please keep writing those special letters to me.
I send my love and hello's to those wonderful and crazy 16 agreers that have been so helpful to you this past year. I feel so good knowing you have them to encourage you and hope they feel inspired to tell you to write me so please do! I'd be careful not to disagree your agreers lol! I know the prophecy is still "on" and just pray that I am still on with you. If I am being brash or harsh, I don't mean to be. Please don't be mad at me. It's the chemical imbalances talking, not me. I got them from my previous career. It happens! I have to go to work now. I have a full schedule of clients so will be too tired to write when I get home late tonight. I miss you. Write and announce again soon!
Anxiously Waiting and Lonely in Greenville