I completely understand. I have my own issues but have chosen consciously to get on with my life in the present and not the past for my own good. It was easy to fall into as it seemed to explain a lot and they used the Bible much more than most. I was a naive kid in the 60's and I did mean well as a minister until it just got to be too much. All is forgiven if that needs to be. I do understand the emotions that these kinds of things raise.