In Hindsight...
Only after leaving a Cult does, one realize they were in one. When one is in it, it is a "True Church". In politics, of course, one has the "True Views".
Pointing out that one might have been in a cult can make those who were also in it angry for making the observation as the process of admitting it is different for everyone concerned. Some can never admit it because we all feel we are "smarter than that" and never would or could have been taken in by any such thing.
But in my own hindsight, I was. It was the 60's after all! Civil rights riots, American cities on fire, Cuban Missile Crisis, Wars in the Middle East, Political assassinations, Viet Nam, Hippies and Woodstock. Jesus simply had to be on the way! Prophecy Comes Alive! I suppose today is not much different with only the topics shifting around that need to be "fixed", however one thinks the fixing needs to done.
It was embarrassing and humbling to admit to myself that not only was I in a cult but I was a pastor in a cult. I was a salesman for the leader. My education in "theology" only matched that of the leader and forsook all other realities about the Bible that did not fit the program or what I may have personally need to believe whether it was true or not. When I believed it, I thought it was true or I'd not have believed it. But I admit it to myself. I was in a cult. Others views of their own experience may differ.
Being in a cult is not the "fault" of the member. It is the fault of the authoritarian leader whose personality disorders, need to control and self absorbed behaviors manifest in the lives of others as they inflict their personal form of chaos on those they attract. It is also very profitable for the authoritarian.
There cults can form in any environment where people find commonality, community and need to belong. Cults can be as innocent as collectors who obsess over their Action Figure and Star Wars Collections and are harmless, except maybe to one's finances. Cults of concern usually develop in both religion and politics. It is most often in religion and politics that cultic personalities survive and thrive. History is strewn with them and the chaos they bring to society.
In my view and experience, I naively joined a cult when young. I became a salesman for the cult. And only after stepping out of it was I able to see that I was drawn to it for all the classic reasons and the leadership had all the classic symptoms of cultic leadership.
My only personal reconciliation with the issue as it presented itself in my own experience is that I could not now be here, if I had not then been there.
Reasons People Join Cults
(and don't know it)
Seductive Recruitment Processes
Post Breadk-up Blues
Striving for "Perfection"
Finding a Higher Purpose in Life
Low Self-Esteem and the Need to Feel Special or Chosen
The Need to Feel "Taken Care Of"
Trying to Save the World
Fed up with "The World"
Ignorance of the Fact One is in a Cult
Cults Explained-Netflix
A remarkably insightful presentation
I will be participating in a second interview with WCTV Public TV in Wadsworth, Ohio on the Restored Church of God and it's WCG roots as well as my own perceptions of my personal experience with it on Monday. I can post it or not depending on sensitivities here but I it will be easily found after posted by WCTV on YouTube when it is available.